It’s much more serious now that my girlfriend just admits to me that she wants to see other guys. i respect her a little bit for being straight with me but that does not mean that what she did was not hurtful at all. i must be a strong person now and try to understand what can I do to improve my situation. My girlfriend had already been gone in my life and frankly now I do not know what else to do. i have been very sad lately and there was no one who would even want me there in her there life. i have been always afraid of the fact of growing old alone. But now it seems like my worst nightmare is going to come. i never knew what to do in my life after the fact that my girlfriend left me. She had made me feel like I am much more less than a man and it’s hard to recover from that kind of feeling. i feel like I might be trapped from all of the problems that are in my life and do not know what else to do right now. i am deeply concerned with what is the right thing to do because right now I just have to believe in myself and at least make the right move. After all the bad things that have happened to me I just want to have a better future. And unless I am never going to find the right person for me I think that my future is going to be much harder than what I expected. i know what to do with my life right now and that is to do my best and to prove to myself that there are still a lot of people who will be able to help me out through the problems that I am currently having. i have never been able to have a good person in my life. But thankfully after all the time that I have spent with a London escort I finally found a lady who made me feel very comfortable. She’s an London escort and a single mom. Eight after I had been able to meet her son I just want to be a responsible father to him. i know that people think that I am going too fast. but the fact right now is I need to be with a girl who knows what I want to do with my life and will not try to hold me back just like all the past girls that have come and gone in my life. But it seems like that issue will never happen with my London escort. i can see it in her face that she is totally capable of being honest with me and would want to help me along the way. In the future I just need to focus all of my attention with my London escort and experience all of the great things that she can offer.